mye blog suddenly become a chinese blog . hahas . i think i am going crazy because of loving someone so deeply . but he is not mine and won,t become mind . i am just wasting mye time on him . but if i give up , i will regret but if i don,t i , i will get insane . whad should i do ? i really can,t think of a solution . is this called love , or should it be called dependent on him ? i really don,t know .
when i see him , my heart pounds so damn fast .
when i see him, my face will go red when i see him .
when i see him , i will get hurt .
when he is hurt , i will be hurt more deeply .
when he talks about other girls , i will get frustrated for no fcuking reasons .
when he neglected me , i am afraid of losing this friend .
to him , i am nothing . but to mie , he is a person i can,t live without . i really want him to know about all this . but i can,t .he belongs to someone else . i can,t probably snatched . even if snatched , i will still be th one to be hurt . i won,t know whad to do if he is not with mie .
whad will i do if , he leaves me ?
whad should i do , if he leaves me ?
whad can i do , if he leaves me ?
or maybe , he doesn,t even care about mie .
is this love or being dependent on him ?
someone , tell mie please . i really am crazy about him . i am going insane if i carry on loving him . it is very tiring . damn tiring . i am tired . i want someone to be beside mie .