hais , haven,t been talking to him for long . hais . so damn sianz and sad . he seems frustrated and tiired . all i can help is to leave him alone . nothing other than leaving him alone . i miss him damn lots . he knows that . i want to see him but can,t . its okay . lets talk about mye o3 days o2 nights .

Lied to mye mummy said that i was going to th chalet with jie . but instead i went to celestene,s house . on Saturday morning , went to eat with mye family then make a new bank account . then eat again , ate jap food .
was quite sick than mummy ask mie to take a nap . around o5 i woke up , then she doesn,t let mie oud till o6 . met celestene ad timah . guozheng too . ate mac with them . he changed alot . after that , went to west mall to buy cake for yuhang .ad first GZ was coming with us then he broke his promise . hais . so sad . took 178 to cels house , change then went to jurong street 42 de temple . we were opp th temple making "I LOVE YOU" with candles . it was damn difficult laas . TH WIND DAMN STRONG . we lit th candles then it went off . lucky we success for once . took a pic of it . so damn nice . as YH can,t come oud , we went in . th uncles dhr very fcuk de . I HATE THEM . after that took a cab back to cel,s hse . watch th show 27 dresses and mirrors . was quite nice .

In th morning called bearbear then met a new friend , named sWEI . then we started smsing . slept in th morning , around o7 plus , o8 . woke up ad 12.30 . so damn tired . waited for cel,s to wake up . and i t was like o3 going to o4 . then bathe and ate . went to bugie de OG to look for jeans with her family . OMG , levi,s . damn ex . broke le , can,t buy . only can see . hais . went to eat . I was damn full laas . then went back to cel,s house . around 1o plus , we went down to take a lot of photos . then met sWEI and his friends ad lakeside pri de bus stops . was quite worried then mye bearbear came . YAY ! he brought us to th park . then waited for ah soon daddy to come . he still look th same and as short as th last time i saw him . hahas . I MISSED daddy and bearbear alot . i was so happy to meet them laas . after awhile bearbear and friends went back . left mie , daddy and cels . we were talking . then daddy said dhat i was blacklisted . hais . so sad . idk why laas . i think until mye head going to break le . hais . around o3 plus , it started to rain . was damn cold . walked back to cel,s condo and sat dhr talking . around o5 plus , i was so damn tired . slapped on daddy,s lap for awhile then started playing . i was kicked by him , twice . it was damn pain . he looks like he is just swinging his leg , but it was damn damn damn f-ing pain . around o6 plus , still raining , walked daddy to take a cab then went back cel,s house to sleep . finally , can sleep .

woke up a few times per hour . hais , don,t know why . l felt damn sick and i think caught a cold . jie called , cels woke up . bathe and went home . cel,s daddy fetched . thank you celestene and family . i had great fun . I LOVE YOU GUYS ! reached home ad o7 . mummy went berserk . abit siao de . scold mie like fcuk like that . don,t care laas . then went to bed . talked to sWEI then he helped mie count sheeps . hais . so long no one count sheeps for mie . i still rmb bearbear , edwind , edward gor gor and nick,s first time of counting sheeps is for mie . YAY! thanks sWEI . so poor thing . not enough sleep . hais . i am so guilty . got to go . byebye .